When you find your way back.
I’ve lost count of the many times I got stuck, took a wrong turn, hit a brick wall.
Each time despairing, scared and overwhelmed.
Sometimes I’m so disconnected from myself, I don’t notice the rising sun, only the muted colours, the murky black leftovers from the night.
And still. I breathe. I carry on. I live.
Why?
Because of all those moments when I get unstuck.
When clarity finds me and joy paints the most glorious rainbows.
When love fills my heart and lights up my world.
When I come back to myself, to my centre.
When I feel content within me — with who I am.
At peace with the world. With myself.
Grateful for anything and everything.
Even if it is just a moment.
Choosing.
Where do I go when life pulls me in all directions?
Home to myself.
How?
By putting my hands on my heart and giving myself permission to linger, to be still, to breathe.
And in this stillness, I find myself.
Today I choose trust.
I choose to trust the journey, the unwritten path.
I choose to trust that the universe is for me, is here to support me, that there is a greater meaning in all of this — one that I’m not able to see, to grasp just yet. But I trust that one day I will see, I will understand.
I choose to trust that I am safe, protected and guided.
I choose to trust myself, my inner wisdom and strength, that I have everything it takes to move forward.
I choose to trust that I am enough, that I am worthy, that I am exactly where I need to be.
How?
I pause. I breathe. I connect with my heart.
Right here, right now, I have everything I need.
So, I choose. Choose to trust.